First time in a team of so many people, to me at least. 9 people, dancing, performing, practising like a bunch of awkwardsonly before Cosfest. 9 people, dont expect it to be smooth sailing, I didnt, so yeah expected and obviously we have slight disagreements here and there, but we still love one another. LOL Well, I love them. Not sure if they love me back... ;A; *suddenly feel a lil lonely here*
Shoot's coming up for Love Live Muse team, we arent the best, but we strive hard and tried our mightiest to gel and bond as a team. Not so sure where the shoot's gonna held at, but damnit I need to research more on my character's poses. Photogs at Cosfest have been asking 'Any more poses?' and I STUNNED, like brain blocked in that instant and then *did a random cute pose* LOL. Girls charries- we get away with anything cute/cool.
School's starting for me in 5th Aug, gonna be real busy again, meeting smaller datelines and rushing the major ones. Be majoring in my specialty from this year onwards, that means 2 years more for me to go. Has been an awful awful hectic scary year for my studies. I didnt have time emotionally for someone else, and that was why I didnt try harder for that 6year relationship I've had. But I didnt regret anything. I'm pretty happy and contented with my life right now, doing whatever I want, however I please, with whoever I like, whenever I feel like it.
Keep telling myself I DONT HAVE TIME FOR OTHERS.
Heart betrayed my mind. WEAK MIND. LOL.
I dont know what he thinks a relationship will be like? But... I dont know, I really dont have the time either, yet sometimes you know... you just want that someone else to be there for you and when both compromise, I think time's willing to spare some extras out. I think.
Sentimental shiet only happens after midnight. Off to bed.